paynesgrey_fics | Love in the Air, "Footnotes, ch 7

Fandom: Love in the Air (Thai BL Series)
Title: Footnotes
Chapter Title: Insatiable
Word Count: 2,346
Characters/Pairings: Phayu, Rain, Sky, Prapai, Phayu/Rain, Prapai/Sky, background characters
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Past abuse, sexual content
Spoilers: Up to episode 7.
Notes: Written for the prompt "Monster" for the Fall Festival event on

allbingo. These are non-sequential missing scenes from the show. All small stories are collected here in Footnotes on AO3.

Summary: Rain was addicted to Phayu.

After the first few times in Phayu’s bed, Rain realized he was addicted to the man. Thanks to Phayu, Rain had changed, and every time he was in the man’s presence, he was mesmerized by him and couldn’t look away. He always wanted him like he was starving, and when his eyes spent any amount of time on Phayu’s dangerous eyes or muscular body, he would shudder all over and heat would explode over his whole body.

He found himself lost in Phayu’s smile, his swagger, and how his voice would create goosebumps down his spine.

And whenever Phayu touched him, Rain had to resist all his urges to take him, wherever they were and in front of whoever they were with. Thanks to Phayu, he barely had a sliver of self-control.

Rain had always found him handsome, but he knew that Phayu was much more than that - more than his looks and more than his generosity and kindness. Rain felt lucky; he saw Phayu in ways that no one ever saw, and as far as Rain was concerned, no one else would ever see Phayu the way he did again.

Rain saw him in throes of passion, completely wrecked underneath him as he fucked Rain so hard his hips would scream the next day. Rain would leave marks on Phayu, just as much as Phayu would make his claim all over Rain’s fair skin.

Rain would ride him hard - his favorite position - fucking down on him, sucking in his cock into his tight heat, making a home for Phayu that was always welcoming. Phayu’s moans, his pants, and his little tiny whines were all for Rain, and he couldn’t be more satisfied that this beautiful man was all his.

No matter what Phayu wore, Rain would sweep his gaze all over him, imagining the filthy things they could do together. His thighs would itch at the sight of the older man, and around Phayu, he would never go soft.

Because of Phayu, Rain was turning into a monster, horny and submissive at the mere whisper of the man’s voice.

“Wifey,” he would say to him, so soft that no one else could hear him. Rain’s body would shudder with excitement, and Phayu’s voice would go straight to his groin. When Phayu rubbed his nose against Rain’s jaw, his lips finding purchase on his neck - Rain would be done, he’d roll over like a puppy and submit.

And with each time, Rain was trying to be better in bed. He would learn from Phayu, but he also planned to surprise him. He’d open himself up in the shower, cleaning his body religiously. Every time he’d think only of Phayu, of how his tongue felt in the crease of his ass, or how Phayu would be delighted to be able to slide right inside him without any prep from his fingers.

Rain would watch his diet for Phayu too, making sure he was clean and open for him, and when they were both satisfied, he’d pout and beg Phayu for a meal. He enjoyed being ready for Phayu, and he was hungrier for Phayu than anything else throughout the day.

He’d spend his summers like this, waiting for Phayu to come home from work to take him into his arms and hold him. Rain hardly needed to seduce him, as Phayu would lay his eyes on him and desire him immediately. With long hours of work behind him, Phayu wanted nothing more than to be with Rain - touching him and claiming him.

He was sure this is what people called a honeymoon phase, and whatever it was, Rain craved Phayu and couldn’t get enough of him. He wanted Phayu’s hands on his body all the time. He wanted to drown in the older man’s kisses, and weave his fingers through Phayu’s long hair as he pulled it from its ponytail.

He wanted his boyfriend out of that business suit so he could feel the heat of his skin and the tension of his muscles. He wanted Phayu’s cock in his mouth, and his hand in his hair - stroking lightly at first, encouraging him, praising him as he warmed him with his mouth before jerking his head as he fucked his throat.

“So good, Rain,” Phayu would moan out as Rain trailed his tongue down the thick cock and smelled the musk of his hair.

Rain had never wanted this with anyone else. He never even dreamed of craving a man this much, but Phayu was no ordinary man. Phayu was all he ever wanted like this.

And Rain could get used to this as his life. He could get used to Phayu coming home from work and he’d be waiting for him, open and ready underneath his loose clothes, already hard and wet and thrumming with excitement.

“Someone’s hungry,” Phayu said as he drew Rain into his arms. He inhaled a heavy draught of Rain’s scent, and he closed his eyes in delight.

“P’Phayu, I missed you,” he said, his voice always wanting.

“Mmm,” Phayu said, and his lips were already on Rain’s neck. “My good boy, have you been waiting for me?” Phayu’s hand trailed down Rain’s back, resting on the dip before he lightly stroked the cleft of his ass. Rain looked up at him, his eyes meeting Phayu’s, and he said nothing. He just looked at him with wide eyes, licking his lips and leaning closer to Phayu’s face.

Phayu would take his time watching Rain, soaking in his image and nuzzling his nose with his own. Rain arched his body into him, and immediately he knew that his boyfriend was hard.

Phayu’s closed his eyes and hummed when Rain lightly rubbed against his hardness. “What would my wifey like tonight?”

Rain shivered as Phayu leaned into his neck and began sucking on his racing pulse. “Whatever P’Phayu wants…”

Phayu chuckled, and Rain tingled from the hot breath against his skin. Clearly, in that answer, Phayu didn’t believe him.

“Rain…” he said, his tone a light warning. Phayu was moving down Rain’s chest, pulling at the buttons of his shirt to expose his prize. His hands were all over him now, smoothing over his skin like a sculptor, teasing Rain’s nipples with playful tugs.

“Hnn, Phi, I want… on my knees, for you to fuck me hard from behind,” Rain said in a heady breath, and Phayu was already reaching for Rain’s pants, stroking his erection through the material.

Rain swore from the sensation, and Phayu gripped him hard as a warning. Rain always found it difficult to keep polite speech when they had sex, and sometimes Phayu would let it slide, but tonight, it seemed his boyfriend was feeling playful.

“P’Phayu,” Rain whined, and he heard the snap open on his jeans, and Phayu’s hand was already sliding down the trail of soft hair to his leaking cock.

“Mine,” Phayu said possessively, and he was already panting with need. He moved to meet Rain’s eyes, and he surged forward, capturing his mouth in a wet kiss. Rain melted from the feel of his frenetic tongue licking into his mouth. Rain whimpered as the kiss deepened, and soon all he could taste, feel, and smell was Phayu.

He was gone. Drugged. Bespelled and existing only, at this moment, for Phayu.

Phayu’s kisses were the sweetest and hottest, his tongue mapped Rain’s mouth like a fresh memory. He felt his heat as if they were made together through lifetimes, and Rain couldn’t get enough of his tongue. Sometimes all they would do is reach out and taste each other like this, the tips of their tongues dancing into a war. His head would feel dizzy, and sometimes he’d lose moments of time. Phayu could have all of it - his time, his sanity, and every measure of his body if he so desired.

Rain moaned as his calves met the side of the bed, and his mind was so foggy he didn’t realize they had made it there so fast. Phayu pulled back, removing the rest of his clothes and tossing them wherever. He discarded the rest of Rain’s clothes as well, and he pulled him close, turning him, and biting his shoulder over to his nape. Rain moaned as he felt tiny nips on his back as Phayu forced him on his knees on the bed, still messy from the night before.

“Ung,” Rain said, and instinctively, he shifted on his hands and knees and stuck his ass in the air. Phayu had already pounced on him, sucking on the small of his back and trailing over the curve of his ass. He paused, looking down at how Rain prepared himself, and growling before covering his hole with his mouth, snaking his tongue inside him.

Rain keened, arching his back into Phayu’s face, and his boyfriend sucked and licked, painting him with his tongue.

“Mmm, strawberry today,” Phayu said appreciatively, going back to eating him out, releasing lewd sounds as he sucked him up.

“Ah, Ah, Ah,” Rain moaned, lost in the sensation of Phayu’s mouth.

“My strawberry boy, already open for me,” Phayu whispered, and the air from his breath against his rim made Rain shudder.

“Anything for Phayu,” Rain whined, looking over his shoulder as Phayu stroked himself hard and taut, moving for a moment to locate another hidden condom in the room. He slid the condom on, and Rain stared in awe at his boyfriend’s cock, thick and long and angry red, colored in desire for him.

“My sweet wifey,” Phayu said as he slipped inside him. “So smooth and tight, this is all for me?” He panted as he pushed to the hilt, bottoming out inside Rain’s wet ass.

“Move, P’Phayu, I can’t wait, I’m going to cum already, ah, ah….” Rain said, feeling his arms starting to wobble from exertion.

Phayu reached around him and took Rain’s leaking cock into his grip and pumped him in rhythm to his own thrusts. Rain moaned loudly, and the bed began to bang and creak against the hard floor. Rain heard Phayu’s voice, panting and huffing as he drove deep inside him.

“Rain, Rain, I love you, I’m going to take you all night long,” Phayu said as he thrust harder and faster.

“Ah, fuck, fuck, yes…” Rain said, his words becoming incoherent, but he didn’t care anymore. Phayu could punish him all he wanted to for cursing, and honestly, Rain almost craved it.

“So dirty,” Phayu said. “Bad, bad boy.”

“All yours, only yours, Ah, Ah!” Rain said, his arms going weak, his hips feeling shattered, and he lost himself in the fullness of Phayu. Loud slaps of skin against skin echoed in the room, and Rain cried when he came, spilling all over their messy bed.

Phayu was still hard and thrusting into him, and Rain started to whimper from overstimulation, loving this part just as much.

“I’m close, so close,” Phayu said, and he pounded him so hard Rain saw thunder and storms before his eyes.

“Ungh!” Phayu released a loud, satisfying sound as he met his peak, spilling inside Rain and filling up the condom. They both lazily teetered in their places, and Phayu gently pulled out before taking Rain into his arms, moving them onto the bed to rest. Rain shifted to Phayu, who pulled him against his chest, mixing sweaty skin against sweaty skin. They stilled as they caught their breaths, and they looked at each other, lazily kissing as they basked in contentment.

“My wifey might end up killing me,” Phayu admitted with a laugh, and Rain grinned at him sleepily.

“Who said he would teach me? I am only the student here,” Rain said, and Phayu kissed him on his nose. They grinned at each other.

“Overachiever,” Phayu said in a long breath, and Rain beamed with pride. Phayu ruffled his hair, and Rain was already starting to feel hungry. His stomach growled as if on cue, and Phayu caressed the skin where his body made the noise.

“We should order food,” Phayu said. “I’ll have my bro do it.”

Rain shook his head. “I don’t think…um, we may have scared him off already.”

“What do you mean?” Phayu said, curious at Rain’s hesitation.

“Well…. P’Saifah may have hinted that it gets rather noisy in the house at night. Sometimes he has to leave to, uh, get some peace and quiet,” Rain said sheepishly, looking guilty.

Phayu rolled his eyes. “He said that to you?”

“Uh huh,” Rain said nodding and the younger man couldn’t believe it, but Phayu looked a little flustered and annoyed.

“He needs to move out,” Phayu said simply, and Rain clucked his tongue.

“P’Phayu, come on,” Rain said. “I don’t want to run your brother out of his own house.”

Phayu grinned and shot Rain a devilish look. “Well, we’ll just have to try harder.”

Rain snorted lightly. “Evil, pure evil.” Phayu chuckled and pulled Rain closer into an embrace. Rain hummed lightly against him, feeling pure love and contentment.

“I’m only this way when it comes to you,” Phayu said. “I want you all to myself, all the time.”

Rain hummed in understanding, and he felt the same way. He wanted to spend every moment with Phayu, and he wanted to keep him all to himself. He knew it was selfish, but he was so addicted to him. He couldn’t help it. He loved Phayu, and he wanted to spend his whole life with him.

His feelings were sometimes scary and unbelievable, but he was enjoying their love way too much to ever lose it.

“We should have a bath and go find food,” Phayu said, and Rain felt the man’s stare. He met his intense eyes, and Rain knew that Phayu had other things in mind for the

night than bathing and eating.

If Rain was a monster for Phayu, then Phayu was insatiable for him, and Rain would take all that his boyfriend would give him.

He was addicted, and Phayu was the best kind of drug.